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Times when i was young and my spacial awareness was small (best e.g - when I visited my Grandma/pa place during school days once every year, i realized the size of the house kept getting smaller in 3 - D - funny but never bothered to question the reason.), i was constantly entangled to find out personally assuring answers to many questions. I was also contantly pushed around by academics, manners, teachings, exam worries, and of course my questions. carrying all that in my little RAM was quite a task and always confusing to select one of the issues and dwelve on it.

some of them were,
1) where does life comes from
i got one answer from a farmer (owner of neighbouring fields of my grandpa) in the form of a question. he said, if it rains on top of a mountain, a pool of water is formed at many places. if you visit it after three days, you see lots of tiny little fish and tadpoles swimming around their pool. he asked me to observe one and after i confirmed his statement, he asked me why did that happen?
2) why do i want to do something
3) why do i need something
my personal answer to this one - i need nothing more than food, water and sleep. others are begot by the answer to question 2.

Overtime, when my spacial awareness more or less stagnated, i realized i was hunting at the wrong end. Why did it stop reducing?

should i buy astronomical binoculars(those CELESTRON SKYMASTER 15X70 or NIKON ActionExtreme 10X50) and start gazing the night sky to see heavenly objects and then move onto a telescope to see stars by sitting in the living room and projecting the output on the wall? and then the spacial awareness starts unwinding and follow another trend?

or should i simply stop bothering both about spacial awareness and tormenting questions(they are tormenting only when i re read them in my mind, recollect previous answers and waste more time ;-) )