Colouring TIME

I get a brand new 24 hour card (actually its continuous) opening up daily.

I Colour it black when i live in thoughts, parallel universes(plans, models, expectations), feeling angry, sad or emotional etc (which are by the way artificial),

I Colour it with gold when I borrow time to do work(which I approve for converting it to money, which is needed to buy food and clothes and other needs so that I survive and not offend/depend on others),

I Colour it white when I just observe and not process the data coming in via the ports(the five senses or more).

End of coloring, I destroy it (all is useless history) and again go about time like a glider.

Personally, I want it white for a longer duration, gold for a manageable duration, black for very short duration. Black is difficult to avoid, but is useless nevertheless.