Seek and Destroy

I seek and I destroy.
i destroy the time spent during seeking
i destroy my active life during seeking
i destroy the subject's active life during seeking (contentious, but am making the subject aware more and more about my intentions, and if the subject is sensitive, will come to know sooner)
i destroy the subject's time during seeking
i destroy the subject's interests during seeking
i destroy the subject's ability to enjoy life during seeking
i destroy my own sense of being during seeking
i destroy my responsibilities during seeking
i destroy the feel, which was ignited initially, when i first identify with the subject, during seeking

well, for what its worth, seeking itself is destruction.